Drops of Jupiter just came on the radio. I don’t know why that song always makes me feel better but it does. It stops my tears from coming and helps me realize that I’m worth something and I don’t know how it does that. I don’t know what I’m feeling right now. Sad, mad, nostalgic. Every feeling that’s negative. I knew it was too good to be true. How could I be happy for finally once? That would never make sense. It’ll never happen so what’s the point in trying.